This is one poem in a series from the “Write to Recover” group I facilitate. I put them together from phrases that resonate with me while participants read, adding nothing but punctuation and the occasional conjunction. This one is comprised of the words of five participants who were writing on the theme “Overcoming an obstacle.”
I am a letter written to the world,
Trying to be self among all this chaotic happening,
Scared to be anyone but me.
Madness, the veil of darkness,
The gift of my mother,
My normal has been misconstrued.
My demons pretend they have healed me,
Then I blow away on the next strong breeze.
My biggest obstacle has been me,
Sinking down of my hopeful self.
What do I trust? What is real?
I have scars to prove I showed up,
Survived to face another one,
Another corner to turn.
I keep the breath coming,
Attempting to win completeness.
Take three steps away from me and see me,
Inside I am all good,
I am beautiful —
Like an old leather shoe.
Focusing on being focused,
Awaring I am.
I will always be part of that mountain,
Breathing through the gap.
Release the sunshine,
Come out to shine.