This the seventh in a series of poems from the “Write to Recover” group I facilitate. I put them together from phrases that resonate with me while participants read. I add nothing but punctuation and the occasional conjunction. This one is comprised of the words of five participants.
Big, different color swirl —
My life lost in the desert,
Living with a lie.
Already fragmented –
Mish-mash of different purposes,
Bondage of self.
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I cried…
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I wanted to die.
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But I kept going.
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Time for excuses is over,
I confront the devil for who he is.
I take care of my needs first.
Give myself hope,
I work on being safe.
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I am calm,
Mind light as a feather.
Surrender is the key.
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Feel god and sunshine,
Feel your grace
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I wish I could wake up further down the road but,
I am evolving.
Keep going, don’t look back;
Live with no regrets.
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I am a tiger in the woods,
Can you hear me roar?